by Melina Catts Written in 2004
Published on Superdrewby June 2005
What is it like when you can't deal with being gay till you are 30 years old? Difficult and fraught with an emotional journey. Jason always knew he was "different", after all he couldn't understand what his mates saw in girly magazines in his youth.
As he grew older the internal struggle seemed enfless, marrying his high school sweetheart, keeping his interest and activities with men a secret until one day something changed.
Read the story of Jason, his journey through life and the people who love him.