I am a thirty something married gay boy living in Sydney, almost on top of the gay scene but not in it!
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Hump Day
This week has been longer than normal, with the boy off in Hong Kong I am virtually sleeping for a few hours then waking up and not able to get back to sleep.
I have always been a bit of an insomniac, and I am a very light sleeper so any noise wakes me up, and once I am even semi conscious my mind starts to work! So the last three nights my mind has been in total overdrive.
With the new direction I am taking the company I am having to balance the need for supporting the existing clients and software, getting new full service clients, normal sales and admin needs and the development of both the new software and the new business case and financials.
Looking after the existing clients and getting new ones is more than a full time job, so trying to find the time to do the rest makes my head swim!
Apart from that the amazingly cute Lucy Beagle is entering into a really difficult stage where she is really pushing her dominance. This is coming out as being growly and very possessive of food and refusing to back down. For some reason I take it very personally when she gets growly at me (I know she is only a puppy) but I still take it as a bit of a personal emotional attack.
The specialised dog psychologist is coming this weekend to help us with her. At least the person we are getting does not believe that you have to de-personalise the dog to get them to behave. I love Lucy' s personality, I just want her to be less growly.
There are two other levels of quite immense stress as well, both relate to uncertainty.
Hopefully one will be resolved today when I talk with my mother's surgeon over whether she does or does not need an operation to fix her spine. This is a huge thing for her as she is nearly eighty and does not want to go through another major operation.
The other point of uncertainty, only time will tell that one!
Labels: contemplation, stress, work
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1 Comments:
Wow you weren't kidding when you said you were uber busy! One day at a time I guess?
Hopefully you get some luck with Lucy...yah I don't blame you for kinda taking her growling personally, especially when you want the best for her! Hopefully good news this weekend! :D
And wow...your work sounds intense! But also that you're doing well! Rather busy than slow in business right? I wonder what you do exactly? Hehe...maybe I can help you out for all the times you've helped me! :D
And I will keep your mother in my thoughts. Regardless of who it is, surgery (and not to mention her age as a factor) is definitely quite scary no matter what! Here's to hoping she does not need the major surgery!
Take care for now Drew...it appears you have so much on your mind, that may be why you can't sleep either! Hopefully all these things boil down and you can rest more easily in the next few days! Take care *hugs*!
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