sometimes up sometimes down

I didn't go to the gym yesterday, it was my day off, that and the fact that I am behind ona huge project deadline at the moment.

I am going to weigh and measure tomorrow to see how the last week of intensive training has treated me and whether I am going to meet my goals. I am hoping for at least some results, maybe a small drop n bodyfat or an overall static weight would be nice and a drop in the body fat.

I was reading Jared's blog over at Completely Naked (I love his blog it is fascinating as he is sexy!). He was talking about being melancholy or as Karen Carpenter says "used to be called the blues".

I believe that creative passionate people have ups and downs, and you can't have an amazing high (natural high that is) without having experienced a down time. That doesn't mean that the down times have to be long periods of chronic depression or even acute depression. But sitting on a quiet place and watching the world go by reflecting on things, missing people etc is good sometimes.

Every time my boy goes away on work I always miss him, especially that first night when the bed is all strange and cold over his side. I like missing him, I like looking forward to when he will come home. After nearly seven years it's important to have those feelings :)

Today's eye candy is James a very hot straight boy from the site English Lads! You can read the review on here of this very hot site!

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