I succumbed

I succumbed and purchased some L-Carnatine tonight, as I am fundamentally an impatient person and I want to lose this last fat fast!

Oh well such is life!

My body does feel amazingly better and I can feel the changes in my size and my general health and well being, but to my overly critical way I can't 'see' the results yet!.

So I tried the L-carnation tonight along with some Creatine as I am starting a Creatine loading phase for a week or two. The purpose of all of this is to get fit and look great, so my hubby can chase me around the apartment. Or is that I am supposed to chase him around the apartment?

OK how bout we both chase each other around the apartment?

I still have quite a lot of pain in my lower back, I still did my cardio workout tonight a full 40 minutes because when I am on the cross trainer it doesn't hurt it's only later. But I will take some ibuprofen and it will help me sit down again!

I was home working today and our sexy cleaner was in, He is a real sexy lil fella and has a true heart of gold. However in his dark past when he was young and needed money he performed on a porn site, which I have seen *giggles*.

I'm not saying which site, cause that's wrong but he is a cute lil bastard.

The reason I bring it up is because he regrets it - a lot. He often gets people tell him that they have seen him on this site and it embarrasses him. Personally I don't think he should be so embarrassed, it's not as if most gay boys don't show even more on Gaydar! Sometimes I think when we are young we need to do some silly and impetuous things.

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